I have never been so glad to see a year end! 2009 was the worst year I have ever had in my entire life and I am so glad that this nightmare year from hell will be over in just a few short hours. I cannot believe that I went through and survived all of the following in just one single year:
* January ~ My uncle committed suicide, I couldn't even go to his funeral and this happened right around the time of my birthday too, great birthday present. T_T
*June ~ Saw our cat get killed by the neighbours dogs right before my eyes, traumatized doesn't even begin to describe it. T_T
*July ~ Burnt hand, fell sick, hot water bottle split open and my modem died, all within the space of a week. -_-
*September ~ Went to use vouchers I got with my digital camera only to find that the store had closed down and that all of their other stores were following suit. Great, this meant that not only could I not use my vouchers but this makes my warranty practically void. D8<
*October ~ Right before AuckGeddon ~ My Euphemia dress I had commissioned was total fail, too big, flimsy straps and no petticoat even though I was assured that it would come with one. Totally not impressed! D8<<
*October ~ AuckGeddon ~ Someone in our cosplay club tried to kill themselves, this affected me badly, having already a lost someone close to me earlier on in the year to suicide. ;_; Someone else's room got broken into and all their stuff stolen. My Nelliel Tu mask broke. Missed out on most of the events at Geddon I wanted to attend. Yeah AuckGeddon was full of fail this time around. -__-
*October ~ After AuckGeddon ~ Got sick ... again ... dammit!
*November ~ Lots of drama here. My half sister contacted me out of nowhere, wanting to meet me, this is a bad thing as I don't want contact with my birth family (I"m adopted). Plus this came out of the blue so I was so not ready for it, this caused me much stress, to say the least. My auntie Marlene was diagnosed with Breast Cancer, worst news since my uncle killed himself. T_T Bad month was bad.
*December ~ Had an accident and received a nasty blow to my head for my trouble, couldn't turn/move my neck properly for days after this. -_-
All of this is mostly the major stuff, it doesn't include the minor stuff like these things. The first place I went to for sewing lessons not working out, not being able to do most of my planned cosplays, power manager breaking down and wig not arriving on time.
God, how the hell I survived this year is beyond me! Needless to say I was stressed out for most of the year and suffered from severe depression and several breakdowns as a result. (I was in a pretty bad state for most of the year).
I really just want to say, FUCK YOU 2009, you put me through absolute hell and back and I am SO glad that you are over! BURN IN HELL!!! DDD8<<<
Fail year was full of fail and now that I have gotten that out of system it's time to end this rant.